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Junior Year Journals - Acoustic Collection

by Padraic's Joy

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1.
( ) 04:02
There's nothing I'm sure of; there's nothing I own Besides this writer inside me who's aching to grow There's nothing I want more than to make the right choice But I cannot decide if I don't have a voice (Chorus) So, I'm packing my bags & taking a chance Seeing the world through a different lens I'll remember this town and the feel of your hand As my story begins I'm looking for stories in a city Starbucks And to sing to the strangers whose wallets are cups I'm looking for comfort in the people like me Those who don't have a path, but a bag full of dreams (Chorus) I feel myself nearing the edge of this cliff, the rye is dying fast Every step I take towards the future reminds me these kind of things never last And if by chance tonight I happen to fall, I'll fall with my hands palm up (Chorus)
2.
Angel 03:32
Give me your voice and I'll sing for you Show me some chords and I'll play for you Fill up my room with your sweet-sounding laugh Give me some life, give me purpose now Teach me to live like I wish I knew how Show me the way, I'll never look back Whisper words in my ear, angel I can sense you are near Give me courage to not be afraid Let me take what you've given away Whisper words in my ear and I'll listen Tell me the secrets you've kept for so long Remind me my demons are only so strong Give me that passion that I have been missing Whisper words in my ear, angel I can sense you are near Tell me have you been healed, angel? We have nothing to fear Angel, I've missed you, you left us too soon And I have spent hours locked up in this room Trying but failing to make a new start Please give me courage to not be afraid And to to learn how to live like I'm dying each day Angel, I know you are here in my heart I can hear you now
3.
Holiday 03:22
Spent a long time running down streets, I couldn't find my way Took me years before I found all the words I didn't want to say, yeah They fed me truth, I spit out lies Smiled over my gritted teeth Tried to make good use of time Got way too used to this need, oh (Chorus) And I'm famous for falling apart My body's been wasting from the start I'm falling through the cracks Is it too late to pull me back? I splatter paint on these white walls Draw a window to my right Talk to my two favorite girls They speak when I can't sleep at night, oh (Chorus)
4.
In Song 04:51
You were fire from the start, fueling thoughts and burning hearts And I let you keep me warm Underneath the stars, you wished for something I couldn't give Now, I'm left to think what might have been Because I, (Chorus) I'll see you in every Mona Lisa In the drawings underneath the red paint that blankets my walls I'll hear you in Rhapsody in Blue When the keys cry just for you I'll taste you in my lips kissed raw I'll feel you in the anchors we stood on You were never mine, but I'll always have you in song Now we see the day when all has changed And the truth comes out of hiding Such a silly game we play, it's ourselves we wind up hurting The most I can give is a bittersweet goodbye But I can't lie (Chorus) Fools, we were fools to believe in such a selfish desire Caught in between the truth and the light of your fire But still I want you to know That I hope You'll see me in every Mona Lisa In the drawings underneath the red paint that blankets my walls You'll hear me in Rhapsody in Blue, when the keys cry for us two You'll taste me in your lips kissed raw You'll me in the anchors we stood on You were never mine (Chorus)
5.
Adorable eyes, let's paint the porch tonight Let the moon and the stars keep us company Adorable eyes, I can't read your mind But I can try to tell you you're really something In my life I've been so wrapped up in wires leading nowhere I didn't know what love looked like 'til I saw you dancing 'cross the floor (Chorus) And when time runs out and the music fades I'll find myself again in the smile upon your face If there comes a time when I have to choose I'll travel down the road that brings me right back to My home is you You pulled me down fast I never thought falling in love with you would be this easy And you taught me to laugh You're crazy but I'm just as crazy for you These past four years, we've made history In my time, I've seen a light in your eyes Just doing what you do has inspired me to live, to dance With the fire that will make me the best I can (Chorus) You and I, we fit just like the ring you put on my finger last December I look at you and my heart beats like the drums you taught me to play Just a single day it took to understand what I held when I was holding your hand I'll take care of you time and time again We may not be perfect, but we can be bourfect Cause when time runs out and the music fades I'll find myself in the wrinkles of your dear old smiling face And we'll hold onto this beautiful truth Life can take me anywhere as long as it takes us two My home is you

about

These pages include:
Love, loss of love, the uneven ground in between, the death of a beautiful girl and birth of an angel, the downfall of addiction, and the incredible, frightening openness of the future. These are all things I, or someone in my life has experienced in the past year and some-odd months. These are the events I chose to capture in these songs.

I hope to reach you with this music; to give you a taste of what I was feeling, and hopefully evoke some sort of emotion within you. Relate. Feel. Inspire. These are my goals. Thank you to everyone who has and continues to help me reach them. This is for you.

credits

released November 8, 2014

A thousand heart emojis to these people-

My incredible family, who has taught me to love and learn always (especially Courtney and Grandpa).
Sam Fortier & Jimmy Mura for being the best friends I could ever ask for, and who I can be my most honest self around.
Nick Fiscina for being someone I can always count on, and for shredding the keys 24/7.
Steph Gulino & Paige Davis for listening, laughing, crying, shipletting, and face-contorting with me.
Teressa Olsen & Kristina Caliendo for creating Turtle, being there, and always having a good time.
Abby McTaggart, Elizabeth Luthringer, & Brianna Jacobs for supporting, inspiring, & pushing me to be better.
Mr. M for helping me find & nurture my love for writing, and being the first to introduce me to Catcher.
My vocal class, P, & Kenny for helping me grow in more ways than one and supporting me always.
The lovely Kat Calvosa for guiding me in the realm of being a singer-songwriter and teaching me so much.
Sarah Schwartz for the artsy-and-deep album art on ( ).
Extra Credit & Harborland for JAMMING!
A HUGE thank-you to Zack Slater for recording and mastering each of these tracks. Expect a certificate of awesomeness.

And to all the ears that stumble upon these songs, thank you for listening.

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queer indie-folk songwriter & vocalist. gemini piney.

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