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Too Much

from Three by Padraic's Joy

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lyrics

The cherry blossoms bloomed
The third week of March
Midway through our quarantine
Just before your 23rd
We stayed with my parents who kept us
Fed and warm in New Jersey

And I wonder if you had fun
I wonder if I wonder too much

In that time we walked the woods
And fell and fucked and got the goods
I saw your soul with a sober eye
We drank and paused and found the breath
Then traded it for cigarettes
You saw my father make me cry

And I wonder if I am enough
I wonder if I wonder too much

Adge taught me to strike the balance
But juggling’s never been my talent
I know she’s right but I’m just not there
So until then I’ll ask you this
Is structured time a thing you miss?
Do you want it? Do you need it?
Do you care?
Until then I’ll ask you this
Do I laugh too loud? Are you embarrassed
Of my body, my honesty, or my hair?

See I wonder if I am too much
And I wonder if I wonder too much?
Do you wonder if I am too much?
Do you wonder if I wonder too much?

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from Three, released March 5, 2021
vocals & acoustic guitar by Jude Murtha
electric guitars, bass, drums, and synth by Evan Rudenjak
recorded and mixed by Evan Rudenjak
mastered by Ayla Favati

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Padraic's Joy Asbury Park, New Jersey

queer indie-folk songwriter & vocalist. gemini piney.

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